3 songs

Since my new blog aint up yet...



guess i'll off load it here



3 piano pieces for the soul



Another Level - From the heart



I know you heard these words a hundred other times before,

and you've been hurt so your heart chose to close the door,

love broke your heart and brought you lies.



Look in my eyes, you'll see a love thats deep and true.

Tender and Strong and all for you

You can trust this love

Honest, thats the honest truth



From the heart,

Im giving you everything, everything

From the heart,

I promise you that i'll be there

From the soul, i'm showing you all i feel, all i feel is,

From the heart, From the heart.



I will protect you and respect you and be all your need.

And when you reached for love, you only need reach for me.

these arms will never let you down.

they are staying around.



I'll walk you through every storm,

I'll keep you save and warm.

and you'll have no doubt, you're the one i'm living for.



From the heart,
Im giving you everything, everything
From the heart,
I promise you that i'll be there
From the soul, i'm showing you all i feel, all i feel is,
From the heart, From the heart.



I'll provide the love you need,

just trust my touch, believe in me

I'll never make you cry.

Give it all i got, with all i got inside



From the heart,

Im giving you everything, everything

From the heart, I promise you that i'll be there

From the soul, i'm showing you all i feel, all i feel is,

From the heart, From the heart.





Mandy Moore - Only Hope

There is a song that is inside of my soul

its the one that i tried to write over and over again

i am awaken the infinite cold

but you sing to me over and over and over again



so i laid my head back down

and i lift my hands and pray

to be only yours i pray

to be only yours

i know now that you are my only hope.


Sing to me the songs of the stars

Of the galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again

when it feels like my dreams so far

sing to me of all the plans that you have for me over and over again



so i laid my head back down

and i lift my hands and pray

to be only yours i pray

to be only yours

i know now that you are my only hope.



i give you my destiny

i given you all of me

i want your symphony

singing in all that of i am.

At the top of my lungs, i'm giving it back.



So i lay my head back down

and i lift my hands and pray

to be only yours i pray

to be only yours i pray

to be only yours i know now that you are my only hope.



Alicia Keyes - If i aint got you



Some People live for the fortune

some people live just for the fame

some people live for the power

some people live just to play the game



Some people think that the visible things,

define whats within

and i been there before,

but thats life a bore.

so full of superficial.



Some people want it all

but i dont want anything at all

if it aint you baby

if i aint got you baby



some people want diamond rings

some just want everything

but everything means nothing

if i aint got you.



some people search for a fountain,

some people search forever young.

some people need three dozen roses

thats the only way to prove that you love them

hand me a world on a silver platter

and what good would it be

with no one to share

with no one who truly cares for me





Some people want it all
but i dont want anything at all
if it aint you baby
if i aint got you baby

some people want diamond rings
some just want everything
but everything means nothing
if i aint got you.



some people want it all

but i dont want anything at all

if it aint you baby

if i aint got you baby



some people want diamond rings

some just want everything

but everything means nothing if i aint got you

so nothing in this whole wide world dont mean a thing

if i aint got you baby

Revamping of blog

After many deliberations and inaction, i have decided to revamp this blog. Blog address and publicity will be change along with other aspects of it... I'll try snapping photos for the new one. but it will not be opened to public and i'll keep my profile anonymous so carry on guessing. Chatting will carry on but no more linkings.

This blog will end and information about my new blog address will be base on a case by case basis. Before its officially closed, i like to update on a few things,

A. The stock market is volatile and i lost 10% of my investments already...
B. Work really sucks, 3 colleague leaving, might get promoted to panel soon but i dunno pay wise will increase how much, and my OT is like a lot for next mth on till they get a replacement.
C. I need to cut down on whiskey, puked a lot at st james, super sian.
D. Got a new phone, here's the link xD http://www.htctouch.com/
E. I am seriously not a gay.
F. Met up with ibby, zhijun and germaine.... we seriously are one odd group
G. The Ice Cream at Central is good! go try the blueberry + strawberry ice cream
H. For those who still dunno what the hell am i doing... I am a process technician on Jurong Island, and yes its fucking dangerous and yes i am on shift work.
I. Haha doing flash project for Lynn
J. I hate Marsche. Officially.
K. MSN Seven Hand Poker rocks! So does zhijun. Kaoz keep on trashing me.
L. I Really Really REALLY WANT TO ICE SKATE!!! ARGH
M. Oh... I am waiting for the reply from NUS.... they say by this week dun get = GG ENTS!
N. AND there isn't anymore to type. Off to sleep.

Welcoming the new year

Haha, every year i make a resolution and last years one... i fulfilled at the 23rd hour of new years eve. Called chansey last night...said we called it quits. so thats it... year 2007 fulfilled.

Well for the new year~, first of all...

400% profit for share trading o.0 thats 500% total
get my first 5 digits in my bank acct -.- gawd i damn poor...
a citibank platinum clear card
OMFG stop being so money minded.
er.. :X
and study a part time degree either CE or IT

well there isn't much to resolute... i aint as fubar as before... life is... peaceful and boring nowadays hahaha everyone else is busy with their lifes i guess. It would be nice if i could share it with someone but well i'm still the hardcore independent me. we will have to see how it all goes. Wishing everyone else a happy new year!

PS: @ work now.... sONG! double ar haha

jobs, friendships, love and exam week..

First i want to say OMG OMG OMG! what am i doing in office on a sunday... working * days straight -.- i really becoming a no lifer sianz... haha haiz see lah a lot of activity also dun have my share liaoz...

friendships really not thicker than love, haiz losing contact with my friends with gf and the one with a lot of cai hanging around him >.<>.< better go apply now before i regret.

After saying all this, i feel very guilty neglecting her when i feel she needs mine encouragement >.< plus i forgot to call her this friday really really boh sim. YII XUE u better wake up ur ****ing IDEA. K bye. gErMz~* u chionging bacteria =x

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if words couldn't express what I feeling,
I just want you to know that, everything is fine.
you need not worry abt me.

if love was that of a flame,
i feel like fire and ice.
hanging on that moment when they two combined,
either extinguishing the flame or steaming up the ice.

if only one's fate was in one hand,
i sometimes feel like i am waiting for things to happen instead of making it happen.

Fatigue.

Another wild week

Posts just get coming in fast and furious.

This week really gotta get me tired out... even for a regular clubber like me.

Wednesday night - St James. Freaking queue was all the way into the car park.... my friend waited for 2 hrs to enter. Heng i came at 10.30 ahahaha. The music that day was better than normal cause it was already happening when i enter! but then a lot of oldies lahhhh cant possibly play everything nice and happening at 11 lah till 4 leh. hahaha. James was pretty high, we kept looking at the gals dancing on the tabletop.. and they were looking at him lah hahaha kept teasing each other ur gf ar! haha but the main attraction that night was jia sheng and jane... waha first time see jane dance until so high... jia sheng really has the moves on jane :P First time see zhi jun dancing also, pretty hot at least now i dun classify her as a drinker liaoz way to go!
In attendance was also cheng yi and zhen xian... cheng yi may not have the moves but he got the stamina! well done u survived till 4 a.m. hahaha and zhen xian just kept showing his stuffs oh man, got a lady so high that she danced with him... too bad one guy was staring at him otherwise he should have made the move. Dun worry lah anything got the commando and meee to cover ur arse!



after that, it was macdonalds... we go flood the queue everyone ordering their own hahaha people thought mac long queue lor :P i KOed at mac and it rained heavily, managed to get a cab and i dropped off at JE take company transport to do my hApPy dEePaVaLi OT. hahaha i almost KOed on top of the ISO Tanker.

After work went home ate. and slept for 2 hrs... then went to meet junsy.. its damn paiseh her birthday was last last mth and now then i passed her the prezzie... and somemore i bought on the day itself lor... I know its no christian Dior perfume, but it set me back by a lot considering that i had no money at the end of the day :( hope u like it. Went to eat my SG's most fav taiwan mian xian and dou jiang you tiao( first time eating), after that went cozy bay! hahaha i love that place... the river is so calm, nice place to chill. We shared a lot that nite... though i know we have already drifted apart, at least we sorta know each other still though time and years have changed us quite a lot. If i had a choice, i wouldn't have chose to lose contact with her 4 years back. I still regret that decision though i feel that I have became more matured and kan de kai le, I wonder if i can feel love once again. Otherwise its trekking in the gobi desert and a life of lonliness and bachelorhood for me liaoz ahahahah, hey it can be fun, I can go to Antartica.

Went back home and was kept awake by zj, apparently she got very sick after the clubbing and I was concerned for her lor... NUS + such a hectic night life is not good. Hope she gets better, can always go with us after the exams :)

After another 4 hrs of sleep, i worked whole day, actually was supposed to OT but i asked my colleague to cover for me cause I actually thought i was going to New Asia Bar but end up clubbing at MOS. hahaha Enn Teck kept asking me why MOS queue so long but everybody who went there say it sucks hahahaha friday was EMPTY LOR. they play trance on the main hall its like cant even fill the dancefloor at 1 a.m. Omgz. Haha sue lynn looked nice in her cute pink tubes, her friend shi qi can tell is quite a drinker. and MOS is literally her territory lor hahaha hop from room to room like damn pro like that. Next time if she is in st james, i'll treat both of ya to lambogini... if shi qi still not high i'll up it with a waterfall... if still can We can share a rainbow and but i think i will definitely be wasted.

Danced in that stupid cage, reminds me of the square dance floor at phuture, sibei no space eh. I couldn't up my tempo as it was damn damn squeezy. But i did manage to up it after jane and chengyi got me drunk with 1 jug of vodka ribena, dunno why its nice lor hahaha though saying so much, i prefer my old haunt to MOS, i give it a 1 and a 1/2 out of 5 cause i went out 3 times before it got nicer.

OKIE, gotta start practicing hinder's lips of an angel... needa jam it in 2 hrs ciaoz

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Alrite, alrite.. stop sweeping up the dust in my blog... let the cobweb lie and the grass grow.
its been one hell of the mth already and the reason i didn't have any entries is coz i have three private entries and they remained uncomplete. bLeAhx go hack my acct to find my entries lor... LINK ME MORE LAH.

I would like to say that first, after finishing NS i finally finally can type about my work life liaoz.... its great compared to my NS days but still i think it could be better.... I learnt a lot of things during my one mth in the company, how to charge the tanker, loading of products etc. Balancing on top of a iso tanker and taking samples.

I must say i am more carefree compared to my days in NS, i didn't have to work under stress, managing a few jobs and one goal and always afraid that i will sign extras or that my work will be scrutinize but other factions. Now is work, be smart, learn and minimise on mistakes. I think i am suited for this kind of work as it doesn't involve sales or going door to door. but it gets bored after sometime and I need to distress sometimes.

HeHe now onto EnTeRtAiNmEnT. went clubbing with junsy jane and flint in sept. met jane's friend over there, could say we had fun there, as juns ordered my fav. lambogini and waterfall combination. We both become very high lor but can tell we are quite good drinkers cause we were still standing at the end of the clubbing session. Haha, my sliding improved quite a bit that night, as we danced in a circle the whole night. sIghz still waiting to dance solo with the one i really wanna dance with.. hopefully it will be soon :P

Went to boiler room another thursday, as one of my company manager was leaving, it is quite a nice place and i wouldn't mind going again... especially to the tunes of gun's n roses and rihanna eh eh eh! :x well thats all for the month of sept until now, kinda a bit of no life though i did go out during weekends hee