raison detre

why recurring dilemma? simple, I have procrastinated to a point where all things headed south =D.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Everything that is unsaid

No matter how hard my life is now, there aint a single thing I going to complain, just go thru it get it done and move on.

need a little positivity, coz there is no point looking at the past hoping for a better future but let go of it and start aNew again. How i wish i ORDed already and be enjoying with my friends. haha must start saving up on $$$$ fuk man i spent finish 560 already. eh i stop complaing le la =X

yay! tml go shoot canadian bulls, go cook them grill them and eat them medium rare! woohoo~! off to dota

Friday, November 10, 2006

The road down...

long time never update already haha things have been going around lately and i just cant find the time, for two weeks i been fucking stress about the audit, OTed till the sun went down everyone left the workshop just to get the paperwork right...burnt my saturday even but i guess my mood is fuck care liaoz, someone high up there came back just for this audit and show everyone that he is working, hahahahaha.

I think everyone in my workshop sian liaoz lor, for the three days since the start of audit i been doing nothing waiting for them to start checking the paperwork, but seriously i dun really care anymore, cause end of the day no matter how much effort i put in, someone is going to take the credit for it and that someone is the one who did the least during the preparation only come back to carry people's balls.

No matter how high his rank is i still give him attitude lor, the workshop can do without him seriously, if i go back to base, the paperwork sure cork up again one lor.

Now, onto other matters, lolz went see the grudge 2 last sat, scare myself only damn it... but ok la the movie was quite good... ending everybody died... zZz movie endings just gets darker everytime, went dinner after that, i found out that my gang nobody even the two gfs before guy know how to entertain girls. ZzZzzZ. We ate silently for 15 mins while i was recovering from my shock of that horror movie. Then only i was doing the talking lor.. dun have much to talk also cause yanling, one of our friend dun really know our gang la... so i keep talking about this Flintstone and all his embarassing stufff lor... i think those two have something going on hmmm.. lolz anyway i talk until running out of ideas that si flint still talk to me about games wtf.... the two ladies he asked out were obviously bored, i just errr change topic again lor... i wish there was someone like ibsen around, the positivity of any grouping, if not for him i would have been one boring freak too. bLeahx

talking about the gang of JW42ians i think we are falling apart lor, got the dota faction and the basketball faction... we just cant seem to be doing both unless it was a big occasion. It would be real sad if we parted like that, fuk man if only everyone can be more cooperative.

last sunday i rode to shujun house, wanted to teach her how to ride one but she so busy, then her friend called up i ended up watching utada's concert at her house.. lolz utada is getting fat le, sighz i guess i also bah =P Anyway saw her bf pic, like quite old like that leh but not bad looking la. His photography skill is amazing, must say can fight with shuangz.

haiz i guess i'll never be able to fulfill another promise i had made to her last time bah but oh well i can continue suaning her about her balancing. =) went riding around the estate... went to the old haunts the jw42ians frequented and i just love the road without lights... completely riding in darkness haha....i wish to go to changi village again on my bicycle all the way from jurong.

never felt so alone in my life. i wish for a snowing december. =)