ratatoulie and the sunflower girl

woke up on friday thinking what i was going to do today... Teng Yong's hey georgeous competition was going on in the afternoon and i was going to meet her tonight for ratatoulie, I went to cook my breakfast first, thinking when i was going to start cooking myself a sumptous meal with the veggies that i bought the other day but i knew i had no time to be doing cooking today. So it was instant noodle with two leaves of cabbage and an egg drop into it at the end.

Went on the net after that, chatted with ibsen, zhijun and shujun told them i am going to tell her tonight, seek a few piece of advice from them and then i moved out at 3.. kinda late but hopefully i could buy the tickets and still see teng yong performing :Pwhile i set off for town i got the disappointing news from teng yong that he was not going to perform... haiz wasted our time and effort and my internet connection on voting him -.- but ok la, haha at least now he knows the 7 girls better i think JW42's overall objective has been achieved ;)

So into town i went, straight up to the 5 floor to get the tickets then it was time to get down to the preparation. I so wished chris was still here in SG as he was a smooth assistant and probably gave me a lot of ideas and support but ok la, guess it was a one man planning and execution with help from marvin. With 5 hrs left i began scouting around orchard for flower shops, walked from cine to taka to wisma to tangs and all the way up to far east... but somehow i only managed to see the one at takashimaya's dept store at basement 1, had sushi from tang's basement for lunch, 3 for 1.80 quite cheap and still not so bad though the squid nv taste like squid. Must rmb to try out the penang laksa also, been two years since i tried it at the moon cake festival exihibit at taka found one outlet at tang's basement. yum yum. So i was back to taka, thinking of what flower to give, well for that 2 hr i was thinking of what would happen, was it too fast or am i jumping the gun, is my feelings for her true. For abt 1 hr i sat at the bench covering my mouth as my facial expression was changing thruout sometimes smiling sometimes serious heng nobody was noticing otherwise they would have called woodbridge.

But planning nv could beat the actual thing as marvin was late, i spent like 10 mins in panic and trying very hard to pluck up some courage to buy the flower. Met marvin b4 meeting her and brief him of what was going to happened. haha i guessed if i had chris it would have went down smoother but no choice la, must get the second highest rank in JW42. Met Sue Lynn and her two friends jiang qing and shieki.. i dunno why i keep thinking of jiang qing as soya sauce but i dun dare to say it lah >.< Went in for the movie, i find it quite kiddy and inspirational, liked the part when he was in the cage and the dead chef appeared and said you were not a chef or a rat all along, u were just urself. Got a little emo there, but overall quite a good movie.

After that got into a little logistics problem as her friend missed her last train.. went to find the night rider bus but went the wrong side, after getting to the right side, had a call from my old pal asking me go double O. told him i wasn't free though i was at orchard. feel kinda bad but he could haf asked me earlier and at a better time -.-~ Well i smsed marvin on how it was going later, told him to get down the cab and he told me ok boss. hmm but i dunno maybe he didn't get me he waited at the cab while i said it to her.

Gave her the gifts, was kinda scary alittle, imagine how she was feeling if she knew i was freaking out myself, hmm wont go into details here bLeahx but well i told her how i felt and that i wanted to go out with her and know her better. Pretty much end the convo thereand i got back into the cab and headed off home, marv asked why i didn't sent her home, i told him cause u in the cab -.-~ then end up a bit sian lo.

she's the second person i ever gave flowers to and i guessed the only one who nv outright rejected me, the first person was shujun, i gave her the flowers cause she was upset just to make her happy. Hope she liked the sunflower i gave her. Hope i got a chance to give her a red rose.

why?

why does this stranger lingers in my mind? make me all mess up inside... making me wanting more! Doesn't she knows I am attracted to her? how come i am like a toy yoyo to her? you know u can cut the strings and i'll roll away instead of waiting to be pulled to you.

i'm falling a stranger, and all that i know is her name... i'm fell i'm getting weaker, poison with the picture of you inside my head. Soon i'm getting blind from the emotions numbing my head. So where is this stranger? I wish you can cure me instead.

starts singing *lifehouse - blind*
after all this time
i never thought we be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you is blind
but i couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that i loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when i let you go

Driving License + ORD + Birthday + Paintball

Best week ever.

ORD LIFE CRISIS

the offs and leaves are coming in, u starting to slack at home with nothing else to do, then u realise u aren't going to study after u ORD and u haven't find a job. but u think of slacking first afterall u got all the time in the world after army.

But then my friend just asked me, hey dude i going to invest in stocks and i like u to help with my investment we could co share if u willing to start an account.... i replied so whats the minimum?.. 1k. OMG the thought of i not even having 1k just erased all the slackness of my mind. A hunger is taking over me, a hunger to work to make life better and earn more $$$. Should get a degree, but i still not decided over buisiness and SIM i rather take something else, oh well next year we shall see, i have to start saving if i were to apply for next year.

oh wells enjoy the song.