raison detre

why recurring dilemma? simple, I have procrastinated to a point where all things headed south =D.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

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if words couldn't express what I feeling,
I just want you to know that, everything is fine.
you need not worry abt me.

if love was that of a flame,
i feel like fire and ice.
hanging on that moment when they two combined,
either extinguishing the flame or steaming up the ice.

if only one's fate was in one hand,
i sometimes feel like i am waiting for things to happen instead of making it happen.

Fatigue.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Another wild week

Posts just get coming in fast and furious.

This week really gotta get me tired out... even for a regular clubber like me.

Wednesday night - St James. Freaking queue was all the way into the car park.... my friend waited for 2 hrs to enter. Heng i came at 10.30 ahahaha. The music that day was better than normal cause it was already happening when i enter! but then a lot of oldies lahhhh cant possibly play everything nice and happening at 11 lah till 4 leh. hahaha. James was pretty high, we kept looking at the gals dancing on the tabletop.. and they were looking at him lah hahaha kept teasing each other ur gf ar! haha but the main attraction that night was jia sheng and jane... waha first time see jane dance until so high... jia sheng really has the moves on jane :P First time see zhi jun dancing also, pretty hot at least now i dun classify her as a drinker liaoz way to go!
In attendance was also cheng yi and zhen xian... cheng yi may not have the moves but he got the stamina! well done u survived till 4 a.m. hahaha and zhen xian just kept showing his stuffs oh man, got a lady so high that she danced with him... too bad one guy was staring at him otherwise he should have made the move. Dun worry lah anything got the commando and meee to cover ur arse!



after that, it was macdonalds... we go flood the queue everyone ordering their own hahaha people thought mac long queue lor :P i KOed at mac and it rained heavily, managed to get a cab and i dropped off at JE take company transport to do my hApPy dEePaVaLi OT. hahaha i almost KOed on top of the ISO Tanker.

After work went home ate. and slept for 2 hrs... then went to meet junsy.. its damn paiseh her birthday was last last mth and now then i passed her the prezzie... and somemore i bought on the day itself lor... I know its no christian Dior perfume, but it set me back by a lot considering that i had no money at the end of the day :( hope u like it. Went to eat my SG's most fav taiwan mian xian and dou jiang you tiao( first time eating), after that went cozy bay! hahaha i love that place... the river is so calm, nice place to chill. We shared a lot that nite... though i know we have already drifted apart, at least we sorta know each other still though time and years have changed us quite a lot. If i had a choice, i wouldn't have chose to lose contact with her 4 years back. I still regret that decision though i feel that I have became more matured and kan de kai le, I wonder if i can feel love once again. Otherwise its trekking in the gobi desert and a life of lonliness and bachelorhood for me liaoz ahahahah, hey it can be fun, I can go to Antartica.

Went back home and was kept awake by zj, apparently she got very sick after the clubbing and I was concerned for her lor... NUS + such a hectic night life is not good. Hope she gets better, can always go with us after the exams :)

After another 4 hrs of sleep, i worked whole day, actually was supposed to OT but i asked my colleague to cover for me cause I actually thought i was going to New Asia Bar but end up clubbing at MOS. hahaha Enn Teck kept asking me why MOS queue so long but everybody who went there say it sucks hahahaha friday was EMPTY LOR. they play trance on the main hall its like cant even fill the dancefloor at 1 a.m. Omgz. Haha sue lynn looked nice in her cute pink tubes, her friend shi qi can tell is quite a drinker. and MOS is literally her territory lor hahaha hop from room to room like damn pro like that. Next time if she is in st james, i'll treat both of ya to lambogini... if shi qi still not high i'll up it with a waterfall... if still can We can share a rainbow and but i think i will definitely be wasted.

Danced in that stupid cage, reminds me of the square dance floor at phuture, sibei no space eh. I couldn't up my tempo as it was damn damn squeezy. But i did manage to up it after jane and chengyi got me drunk with 1 jug of vodka ribena, dunno why its nice lor hahaha though saying so much, i prefer my old haunt to MOS, i give it a 1 and a 1/2 out of 5 cause i went out 3 times before it got nicer.

OKIE, gotta start practicing hinder's lips of an angel... needa jam it in 2 hrs ciaoz

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

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Alrite, alrite.. stop sweeping up the dust in my blog... let the cobweb lie and the grass grow.
its been one hell of the mth already and the reason i didn't have any entries is coz i have three private entries and they remained uncomplete. bLeAhx go hack my acct to find my entries lor... LINK ME MORE LAH.

I would like to say that first, after finishing NS i finally finally can type about my work life liaoz.... its great compared to my NS days but still i think it could be better.... I learnt a lot of things during my one mth in the company, how to charge the tanker, loading of products etc. Balancing on top of a iso tanker and taking samples.

I must say i am more carefree compared to my days in NS, i didn't have to work under stress, managing a few jobs and one goal and always afraid that i will sign extras or that my work will be scrutinize but other factions. Now is work, be smart, learn and minimise on mistakes. I think i am suited for this kind of work as it doesn't involve sales or going door to door. but it gets bored after sometime and I need to distress sometimes.

HeHe now onto EnTeRtAiNmEnT. went clubbing with junsy jane and flint in sept. met jane's friend over there, could say we had fun there, as juns ordered my fav. lambogini and waterfall combination. We both become very high lor but can tell we are quite good drinkers cause we were still standing at the end of the clubbing session. Haha, my sliding improved quite a bit that night, as we danced in a circle the whole night. sIghz still waiting to dance solo with the one i really wanna dance with.. hopefully it will be soon :P

Went to boiler room another thursday, as one of my company manager was leaving, it is quite a nice place and i wouldn't mind going again... especially to the tunes of gun's n roses and rihanna eh eh eh! :x well thats all for the month of sept until now, kinda a bit of no life though i did go out during weekends hee