x men 3 plus DHL and chance meeting and met a girl~!~

wow i slept thru the movie... its worse than the cartoons... jean grey wasn't hawt and what the hell Xvaier was still alive at the end... and fuck magneto still have his powers

went out with polymates for movies, ate at ajisen noodles quite nice haha must go back when i got cash again.. okie... after that went home straight to kunz..... yesterday played mahjong till 3 a.m. at chervon, went for chuen ming's birthday haha quite big and i think it was a great success! damn i was short of one zhong to made the 13 wonders! "shi san yao" but ytd quite lucky hu three times out of 9 games...

sorry if u guys are puzzled with what i write coz i sort of jumbled up all the timelines..... lol i want to sleep very badly, anyway i went out just now to send a package for christopher to bishan, haha he had to book into camp and he needed to give his "target" her bday gift so i volunteered to go! DHL boy at ur service =P anyway on the way back on the MRT, saw edmund and his gf! hahahaha what a coincidence that was the second time in the day i met him... found out that she was in stage A DCHE and edmund that bastard so pro, took the initiative to chat with her on graduation day coz she was sitting beside him and after that dated her... omgz! thats like power lor haha sad... i so si bai..

last but not least! on my way back i saw a girl, that i thought was shujun carrying a guitar *_* but couldn't be her haha sj so musically dysfunctional =X juz kidding... but ya... if u read one of my previous entry the 7th point of what my dream girl should be, i think she totally mesmerize me for like 1 and a 1/2 station..

Done some blog formatting

cool getting the hang of css stylesheet already but wonder if its mozilla friendly, anyway now u will see everything, i purposely left the right side blank to have a better glance of real mayar's face =D Ergo Proxy is nice.

now i will concentrate on a clip and how to get rid of the blue banner, probably changing background too, unless i get the glass shattering effect by editing some java GUI script =x

escaping the lion's den and meeting a chao keng master

WAH today damn heng ar! escaped the lion's den sia... I was arrowed again to go for the althletics meet... damn unlucky lor... ran again came in last... my face also dunno throw where and imagine this, my event was in the afternoon and i was to report at 8 a.m. sharp.... lol the IC wasn't even around. I went home after that and that was 2 + . But the good thing is i didn't report back to 3dsmb today!!! the CSM is evil sia... posting already decided can change one >.< i hope i still can go stagmont camp brb DOTA time

track meet and meet a track

damn.... i got into a track meet coz of participation in a run last week and boy couldn't i wait to regret it... I put 1500m as my main event and guess what..... those runners were frigging fast i over paced myself from the start and tried to maintain third but i couldn't take it, felt giddy and dropped out.. i nearly wanted to puke my breakfast out... lol not to mention now that i guess no one will believe my 2.4 timing is 9:35...

i later got arrowed for a second event... my legs were already tired from the 1500 and the 100m sprint i did last week... along with the weights training i ran on last tuesday... as i reached the finishing mark, my legs were crammed and in pain and the only thing that helped me finish was thank goodness its just 400m i came in last but well at least i can complete =x

I went ice skating after that and wow, i felt very good.... damn i got a feeling i chao keng during the meet, still got energy go ice skate but hell i really got probz after the 1500. I skated below average, but i guess its natural to me already, unlike someone who was struggling =x but also quite good la.... laura only fall down once cause i and chansey dragged her too fast.. before we left, laura said a girl was smiling when i passed her... =.=~ i guess it was just coincidence la... even if she was really smiling at me i also wont approach her lor... she looked like sec sch kid...

haha for a period of time i skated alone as those two were trying to get laura's boots tied correctly i remembered everyone i skated with... i guess the worst was wei fu, fall down until sprain ankle, the most memorable hmmm... lol =x but guess i only have memories to treasure coz i wont ask her out for ice skate again. the funniest was jin hao, with his lost balance action and cutting zig zag across my lane.. the bravest is definitely chris.. first time so fast already.. the one that i most want to forget is that i skated whole day only to end up falling on my last round and kana laughed at by my friend and everyone in the rink was staring at me coz i fall damn drama..

alritez i guess i go off sleeping liaoz so bored 2 a.m. in the morning

Every brand new sunday

seems like sundays are the only day i look forward to,

monday - book in, new work week
tuesday - boring
wednesday - ar yes middle of week
thursday - get it done and over with
friday = slack like fuck and wait for time to book out
saturday - out with friends, movies, lan and other stuff....
SUNDAY - KARATE, STAY AT HOME, SLACK and WATCH TV.

saturdays are fun but sundays are better, I been like watching movies and lan for the past 8 months ever since i entered NS and it became like a chore, DAMN IT i want to chiong but not enough money to get me high... fuck....

but i think i can afford to chiong every month at least 1 weekend now, since i getting my corporal pay, must cut down on DOTA... wtf i think i played too much... everytime i see the golden +100 it gets me high... i'm really outta my mind..

Seeing the graveyard of books in my room, I saw the time i wasted on the computer for the past eight years maybe even 10 years haha... i haven't even finish lord of the rings not to mention william shakespeare.. ok stop all the complaining... its time to act/react... i have 1 year 4 mths of comtemplating left and this is the best time to turn around..

I just wanna thank Laura for making me more self-aware haha no more time to kill =.=~

Never turn off ur firewall

Just fixed my com, installed a new graphics card... thought i played DOTA on it and try owning every1, yea i got OWNED.. I off firewall and guess what, the trojans on my com max out the bandwidth i dunno what it did but i swore that IT updated itself.

Some popups start to appear and later my CPU usage shot up to 100%.... okie worst case scenario... so i disabled the network tried to fix the problem, even went DOS on a witch hunt for "system files" i delete delete delete, reboot com, poof! all the files i deleted are back again... The wonders of startup applications and the miracles of programs self scripting.

so ok... since this will lead to this then this... i got to the root of the problem... heh administrator tools>component services... for those who aren't familiar, all startup files are listed as services in administrator tools so u just have to disable the startup files that are viruses and viola ur com is free. hehz... how i know what is what... i copied down a whole list of 100 over services from my dad's com -_-.... but it is at least more effective than adaware which scanned my computer and never suspect a single startup file heh.


*sings*
So i'm back, from cyberspace, i just logged in to find it running with a crap load of garbage, I should have changed that stupid com, i should have stopped it with ease, if i known for one second that it will be back to bother me

no more now go, out of my com, just get erase now cause you're not welcome anymore, were you not the one who tried to leave me with no choice, do you think i crumble do u think i lay down and die,

I will survive,
as long as i know how u work
i know i'll stay alive
I got all my games to play
I got all my programs to run
and i will survive
I will survive
hey hey!~

wow.... what a day....

First off err... i think i need to apologise to juns for tagging her blog here >.<>.> next i need to apologise to every1 who msg me this past few days and i didn't reply on IM... last i wanna apologise on the comments i made about my dad, well i guess we both did what we did and nobody is right or wrong hehz.

Woke up today only to rush to the Sony Ericsson service centre to repair my phone... they said they only give me back on tuesday so fingers cross... i then made my way down sim lim to get a new graphics card.. at first the card looks fishy, but i just bought it, since i saw the sapphire tag...
but then to my horror, i reached home and i surfed the net i couldn't find one sapphire card built like mine and i can only find a similar one made by powercolor...

Felt cheated i tried assembling the card to my com, oopzz.... realise it was motherboard error and that my old graphics card was working.... i tried solving the error, even went around Jurong Point asking for old socket A boards.... thank goodness i took out the battery of the motherboard, to all computer idiots, the BIOs memory is powered by a battery and when u take it out it resets the BIOs...

Well i managed to find a socket A board and the guy told me to bring my PC over, I came home gave the motherboard one last shot, put back the battery on the power, viola! it worked >.> my PC was down for two months due to BIOs error >.> what sorta computer assembler am i.... Well after that it was back to the graphics card... I went in installed it, and wtf! the clock and temperature sensor were not working, it confirmed my suspicions that it was a fake.... well as it was already 8 p.m. and i had to wait for tml to bang some tables, i went surf the net for my model graphic card and found out that the same model but later production had the temperature sensors taken out to save cost >.> that explains the crappy fan they installed on my card...

so i did buy an original sapphire 9600XT just that it is not as good as those reviews.... This probably be mine one and only sapphire card..

oh yes!

I breach protocol to go online today as there is nothing i could do at home, heh... wait till i fix my com then i aint going to touch this computer any longer. Sorry guys if i didn't reply u on IM as i was banned from using the com by my dad. Hopefully by tml afternoon i would get the Sapphire 9600 XT graphics card and everything would work out fine...

Did some edits to the html, loaded a countdown script to my ORD date =D Now my blog looks more personalised. Haven't add the tagboard yet, i wanted to wait till i redo the whole damn format before i get one so please use the comments for now..

Well, i am off to analyse the world cup teams as i will be doing some betting this world cup, must revenge my losing streak in the last euro cup. If i am lucky i will still have enough to eat next june =X

Totally pissed off

parents give birth to you, they raise you, they give you life, u should respect them, u should support them, u shouldn't defy them.

haa, I can never respect someone who treats his own parents like crap, never wanting his son to become like him by controling him for his own personal gains. I can never love a father that would want to change his son into some1 other than himself, think he is always right and the only mistake he ever admited to his son was that he was wrong to push his son to the point of commiting suicide.

All this bitter childhood is all behind now. This child has grown up now, u can never change what has happen only whats that is going to happen, I guess u feel threatened, you dont want what happen to your parents to repeat onto you, you try to suppress, you try to take control, but you are old frail and weak, there is nothing u can do. The moment u did all those injustice to me, the moment u used your buisiness skills on me to take control of the situation, u set loose the wrath the hatred so dormant inside.

If only you haven't have to change anything at all, nothing in the past 8 years have to occur. good luck the hatred is still burning.

I am beeing tagged

according to that tag, I would have to do the following:
- specify the gender of your perfect lover
- list down 7 qualities of my perfect lover
- tag another seven bloggers on their page.(I presume those who have the qualities)
if u've been tagged by me, u will have to do the same thing. (yes i was tagged, i aint a starter of such a blog chain.)

gender : FEMALE

7 qualities
1. adorably cute
2. unfathomable
3. romantic
4. understanding
5. sporty
6. interest in music, no matter classical or modern just dun rap
7. cant think of any so.... able to play the guitar =xX

People
1. gErMzY~!~*~!~*
2. Fay
3. Ibsen
4. Shujun
5. Leonard
6. Eeyang
7. Nite^Lite

wahahaha will progress on with the page construction another day, got to sleep now

Updates 2

woah ho, its starting to get happening again! Bought my new phone from M1 this week. The K750i haha quite an old model but from Sony Ericsson's white paper (Technical Specification) it should have the JSR 120 that i need for my stocks trading. =D What i like about this phone is that its four years technologically advance from any model of phone i had been using so I'm impressed.

Haha poor me, i been paying my phone bills since 16 and I must give thanks to my Aunt Yasmine who had sponsored me $ 100 - $200 a mth during my poly days otherwise I wouldn't even have money to go out or pay my handphone bills. LoL speaking of which i just realise i am richer in the army then in my poly days hence the monetary independence and change of new phone.

Last Friday was chansey's birthday, went MOS with him and laura, quite cool place love the eurobeat which I needed time to get used to it but after seeing the caucasians dancing I love IT!
The drinks were great too, I ordered two glasses of vodka orange with my free drinks coupon which I dunno why chansey and laura couldn't appreciate. Then we tried Bloody Mary and a few other stuff which chansey treated me and laura. Shiok sia lol I became quite seh but still awake, the floating kinda of feel. We left when laura puked and didn't feel well, thats just too bad
=( ( could have hanged out to morning if not for returning back to camp.)

watched Noein ep 21 this morning and about the parallel universe, i think is just crap though maybe mathematically correct in the sense that.... it could be another dimension thanks to the guy who came out with the fourth dimension time. But i believe someone should just equate reality into the equations and that MASS IN = MASS OUT tell us that we cannot create another universe with just a possibility of a different path.

Time could be a man made quantity, a universal guide to observation, which is affected by the speed of light etc, damn... i think i continue with another post as my thoughts are messed up, i better get another look at the stanford website on quantum mechanics anyway that anime has a lot of quantum mechanics terminology and some interpretation of it so i guess its a worthwhile anime to watch.