Totally pissed off

parents give birth to you, they raise you, they give you life, u should respect them, u should support them, u shouldn't defy them.

haa, I can never respect someone who treats his own parents like crap, never wanting his son to become like him by controling him for his own personal gains. I can never love a father that would want to change his son into some1 other than himself, think he is always right and the only mistake he ever admited to his son was that he was wrong to push his son to the point of commiting suicide.

All this bitter childhood is all behind now. This child has grown up now, u can never change what has happen only whats that is going to happen, I guess u feel threatened, you dont want what happen to your parents to repeat onto you, you try to suppress, you try to take control, but you are old frail and weak, there is nothing u can do. The moment u did all those injustice to me, the moment u used your buisiness skills on me to take control of the situation, u set loose the wrath the hatred so dormant inside.

If only you haven't have to change anything at all, nothing in the past 8 years have to occur. good luck the hatred is still burning.