er how ar?

daaaamnnnn, why why why? haha. Today in karate, one of the cute jap girl bowed and greeted me farewell... NOOOOOOooo now i feel like asking her out... i guess its normal for their customs but er... u r sending a lot more than a farewell to me... bLeahx

ran 10 km on friday, it was a killer i tell u, the first 7 km once i stopped for water another time for the toilet i almost couldn't continue jogging. Well might be becoz i watched the world cup match the night before, might also be i am getting unfit. Last time i probably run without any kick but now its a killer haha..

But well after i came to the mark where i knew i got the stamina to fly about 3 km from the end point... i started opening up.. i was using upper thigh muscle from there on and wow i overtook a lot of people... nice feeling to it, its like i was on nitro while the rest were on gasoline.

To think that my legs were still ok for karate.... haha any1 want to try my kick?

on the origin of language

"for if men needed speech in order to learn to think, they had a still greater need for knowing how to think in order to discover the art of speaking."

our perception of the world comes to us by knowledge, thru communication and experiences in our daily life. Our mindset is determine by factors that appear in our everyday interaction with information... Would u know what is sex if u never came across the word? how about atom? UFO?

This words open up a new dimension for us, who would know what an atom is like if the ancient greeks didn't start thinking of everything as elements, earth fire water wind and wood. hmmm wonder if i mxixed it up with the chinese elements. but anyway, we humans are what we are thanks to all this ideas.

Isn't our life as simple as go school interact/study come home? work and get paid... live and pass off.. why do some words like "cool" are so seasonal, changing with time and culture. Why the need for all this extra dimensions. Is it because "they had a still greater need for knowing how to think in order to discover the art of speaking." this sentence that advocate the need for this kind of words because of the difference in the way 7 billion human beings think.

And by far, aren't most people drones then, if they hadn't invented their own words and are living in the boundaries of the language.(meaning we are all replicas of a common pool of knowledge thru speech and communication.) Maybe everyone aint so different afterall, held together by marriage, democracy, god and country so just to name a few. =)

nothing much to update

had one very boring week as nothing even happen, everything was just repetition... stay up late see 1 to 3 matches daily... stopped betting on world cup as recently my predictions are way off and i fear of being burnt. still got a nice profit but er no... not bettig until last 16 at least.

other than that, for the whole week i played only three dota games, thats good... should be able to quit soon.

world cup 2006

With one group left to play, i can say that this world cup wont be won by brazil unless ronaldo and adriano are on form... czechs are the favourites for me, followed by netherlands and argentina.. oh dun forget germany, if only they replaced that fucked up defender. But so far only czech looks more zai than brazil maybe cause they were playing the USA.

waha.... this will be one of the easiest month to pass and i think i will enjoy it thru out... oh well sleep will be the last of my concerns though... just hope i can avoid punishments in this fucked up state.

world cup account balance

after betting for five matches, i won four out of five but still lost 1 bucks.. zZz wasting my time haha... the match i lost was the sweden match.... damn the 9 man wall but its all good... i love the way germany kicks :).

anyway after betting so many matches i feel its impossible to get the cash to play shares so i'll just bet for fun and worry about that later.

went for chris OCS pass out parade, swee sia the parade, they march real well haha, congrATz on joing the ranks of officers chris

recurring dilemma

what in this life do i live for? what are my goals? am i just one of the rest who aren't able to fight against systemetic pressure to get in line and end up living a life that is in line with the governance of capitalism, of consuming and producing with no further means and abilities. Indeed i yearn for power, the power to change but i do not know my place. i'm just procrastinating, watching everything go by waiting for all other possibilities to collapse and let the system drain me out.

i somehow wished that humans would bring about its own demise, but i guess thats not for me to wish for or answer, a 7 billion population is indeed hard to control and i guess that as the system runs longer there are bound to be more entropy and i guess that money is fair in the sense that u can buy some worldly freedom with it and that those without it either work for it for the rest of their life or strike it big. It concerns me though that money is without a backing. if ur nation fails the paper becomes paper literally... so nations will have to assert their might in other ways and world war II might repeat itself. then again when u are poor, u cant even conquer ur neighbours so i guess the phrase the rich gets richer and the poor gets poorer does applies.

fuck it, i'm sleeping thats all of my thoughts

PS: i aint no communist

my unspoken condemnation of DOTA

i shall speak! fuck it, i think i went lan lots of time to play dota, drain all my resources and give me temporary satisfaction... heh, besides that the click i hangout with aint a click... we behave like some dota association zzzz.. ok la sometimes when i sian its a great way to kill time la... but wtf its no life lor... to hell with it lah... all the players on lancraft are fucked up... in fact most are kids who are just beginning puberty and have a lot to learn about growing up.

ha i shall change my core activities again. this is totally not worth it even for the brotherhood or whatever shitty terms they call packs these days. lancraft pple just have to grow up. i pity those who are spirited and get condemned with them all.

my k750i

wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! they replace it!!!!! haha my hp suddenly couldn't on last tuesday and i went to the service center and after three days i got a brand new set =D I think they just earn a loyal customer. Anyway been busy this few days, scanning thru newspaper and internet for world cup info..

haha i think i'll bet heavily this world cup, boh bian need to get closer to my goal of stock trading... hopefully i dun get burn and still have enough to eat for next month lol... btw to those who are thinking of trading... most likely the market is gonna cool ever since climbing to a record high so prepare for a bear market.

haha i think i going to start planning for my next 10 years.... since i sOoooooooooooooooo much time now, might as well do some wishful thinking. Have a couple of stuff in mind now, stock trading, work in petrochemical industry, foreign studies(subject still a big question mark), work on my guitar skills, grow old and die alone, i guess time is motor and work is the fuel, my stock trading is the research and foreign studies is the technology and my personality is the steering wheel... omg, i do need a better steering wheel >.>

regards,
Mr Fubar

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The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

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