WOW STRESS LEVEL VERY HIGH AR

OK, IF THAT WORKSHOP WORKLOAD ISNT ENOUGH, NOW THE &@*#(!%&#!(%* F(@$)*@ CONTRACTORS want to start a war with the NSFs from mtline, and I kana caught in between, I really want to explode already LAR.

Next week audit they still play like that, let the workshop burn down also better lor. f(*&()&(*@.

I am going to serve and fuck off. Thank You. Next week i'll have fun.

Having Crappy thoughts of suicide, damn u all.

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleepsand I'm the only one and
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah,
Aaah-ah,Ah-ah, Ah-ah,
Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah,
Aaah-ahAh-ah, Ah-ah
I walk aloneI walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleepsAnd I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

mellowing my life away

my october really sucks, everything is against me, is as if my life is a joke, i feel so used, so tired and so depressed. I have nothing to do at home, i am piled up at work in camp, and it seems like all my friends have their own stuff to do and i feel damn lonely. I dont know if i have the strength to go thru it but why am i suffering, why? I hate growing up.

life sucks as an NSF

My workplace is getting sucky, my boss going to ORD and he is heck care about the workshop already, but today then i saw his true colours, lols he can talk cork with the auditor while I the auditor told me about the procedures that i was suppose to follow. He say he hands over everything to me but what am I... just an NSF what, and he never even tell me the proper procedures cause he doesn't even know them and for nothing I was down there lectured, lucky the auditor was kind and his tone wasn't very harsh but I was very upset because most of the mess was not even mine to begin with.

There is one more audit next month and I am just going to slam him and my sir liaoz lor, nobody really teach me what the hell to do i'm just folloing orders, though i enjoy the freedom of not having anybody breathing down my neck I only here for 5 mths and I'm doing a senior regular's job. If I was to screw up, the one who answer wont be me lor, just feel very unfair that he goes for all the offs while i down here doing his shitwork.

Pay me 2.9k pls.

Friday the 13th

wow, i couldn't have been more unlucky on friday the 13th, had a stomach flu, my tummy was pain like hell vomitted and diahorrea a lot, I had this intense pain that i just curled up on the floor and kick everything around... while waiting for my mum to fetch me to the doctors my body began to feel numb, i couldn't walk properly as my legs were numb and i had to be pushed in a wheelchair out of the house.

On the way to the doctor's, my numbness became intense, i couldn't feel the pain in the stomach anymore but my heart started to get numb as well. My mum drove me straight to westpoint family hospital where the doctor put me on drips and gave me a painkiller injection, he said i was dehydrated thats why numb plus cause of the intense pain, just a bad stomach flu haha wtf.... the medical bill was 160 dollars haiz sad.

went drinking the day b4, i'm upset with my dad, everything with him has to be negotiated, he just cant cut slack, i wanted to update my blog with his wi fi connection he said he has a lot of problems with me using his laptop and he doesn't want me using it, 30 mins ago i was already using it when he said he let me use lor, I dunno wtf is his problem but i am just very upset for my whole life he has been like that lor, i'm not a fucking donkey so pls dont hang carrots and use a stick on me... asshole. I'll be glad that one day if i am really truly independent of him.

thats all i have to post, it has been one very lousy week.

cont from where i left off

ar yes... i ate a lot that day.... felt sick after that zZzz haha but ok la still can go home... 2p.m. i received a sms from flint sianzzzzzz planned ruin...

yanling didn't come so all our planning and efforts become wasted, cannot let them spend some quality time alone... haha after that i kana chased around plaza singapura la... jin min go sabo me... hahaha next time dont be mastermind liaoz...

hmmmm played bball on sunday.... omgz my shooting drop to below 10% liaoz lehhhhh sucksssss i can only defend and snatch ball liaoz... whole day marked flintstone that tall guy we push here and there like nobody's buisiness he too tall la i sian lor...

oh yes monday suay sia.... wanted to report sick outside warrant told me to come back came report sick... omgzzzz all the personnel reported sick that day thats why.... he a bit dulan la heng i come back...

ok i go back home liaoz paiseh using flint's com

my weekends and a dream

went malaysia with yj and yn hmmm haha is good when there is a malaysian to show u around the place, and yea those two really good shoppers, i was tired out by the end of the day.
went around trying mooncakes... actually i really didn't want buy one but then after tasting them i couldn't help resisting myself. =X

oh yes... pLS take UR WHITE CARDS TO the causeway -.- they dont provide the cards anymore... Zzz yj had to ask the custom officer for one after another one rejected to give me some. oh yes... NSFs dont need apply exit permit for one day trip !@~$%$%$

hmmm when u go shopping with girls, its not the from point A to point B to point C then mission accomplish lets get teh hell out of here.. they like to window shop a lot, meaning you get to see a lot of things haha... and they chat a lot more than guys so zZz I just hear them talk lor... hehz er this lanshop sucks i kinda lose the mood to type... *disappears*