Random thoughts

haha had a real conversation today in like months, work are work aside and questions and answers aren't really one, even listening to someone pouring their heart to you aint it, even discussing everything under the sun doesn't qualify. What i meant are constructive conversations like sharing past experience, ur goals etc. Its like i can read everything that a book tells me but i still know shit about the people around me. So yea had one like in mths =)
It was actually my platoon mates sharing their past experience in relationships. ahha actaully it sorta started out cause we find one guy truly a weirdo and wanted to ask about his experience with girls. So we used peer pressure to extort it out saying that u go first we go clockwise everyone say. Muahahahahaha! My unit has a lot of weirdos in it (PS: to all who know me personally, i am definitely normal compared to some, meaning they are off the scale weirdness)

Anyway those guys are quite innocent, gawd they are inexperienced surpass secondary sch kids.
But there is this one guy who had quite a lot of experience and he told us about his past relationships. It was very saddening, his first was most probably a materialistic girl and from his account was really jialat, taking the money he save and earn.. his second was even worse as his gf came from a broken family and had previously slept around before for financial assistance before meeting him. Knowing this and as they were long term freinds he still accepts her but during their relationship she cheated on him and well it broken off. I could see his eyes swell and turn red while he was telling us his experiences, I respect him for being so open as i didn't say anything myself cause we ran out of time bLeahx~ =P anyway what relationships with girls do i have, most are platonic most probably due to the fact that since young i hadn't spend a single moment on earth with room for a girl and end up chasing those that turn out to be dead ends.
Lol.