updates.

Lately been doing nothing, pissed with the blog server, just hope this post gets stored cause i hate rewriting again. Like I said, this blog is my thoughts, I just hate the feeling of losing it to time. In another words, i dont understand myself and purpose and i guess the best way to understand myself is through my own thoughts and behaviour no matter is induced by an object or thru daydreaming.

Just watch an anime about timespace, haha the kind of futuristic thoughts like parallel universe and whatever, no matter what it is, I think time is not a matter dimension as in its not a physical dimension but one linked to consciousness, if everything on earth is dead, parallel universe wont exist too as everything does not have a will of its own and a rock will always be that rock and it wont move due to earthquake etc. unless earthquake can also be something that happens in one timespace and not another... hmmm.... maybe like a drop of water which might end up at another location in another timespace... hahaha i am going crazy.

Anyway those thoughts are just fuel for me, a deep desire in me to leave this country, away from this society where even the education is structured for the industry, I hope there is a place on earth that you can really be at the forefront of science, its a place i yearn for and a place where my hunger for knowledge will be satisfied. I know i am no genius of sorts, maybe just a lunatic with an ego but who is to define genius except those who could envision something that no one else on earth is aware of.

Nevermind being unaccomplish this life, the journey is all that matters.