-.- i totally regreted buying a new com esp with a 900 budget, the damn graphics card is like on steriods and the fan is like a mouth blowing out air. SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH THOSE MSI ENGINEERS!~!!! IF THEY MANAGE TO TWEAK SUCH A GOOD GRAPHICS CARD AT LEAST CALCULATE A BETTER FAN TO GO WITH IT.

But ok la i solve the problem, somehow i got a CPU fan that runs on external power supply it is omg dangerous as i left it standing in my CPU box and running at dunno how many thousand revolutions per min. I swear they were built it to teach some kid a lesson not to put fingers into a fan.

Played against AI wow, the strategy game is becoming like NS. Even when they move in a group its section movement, SALUTE to the computer programmers, they really got real military experience. BTW Its COMPANY OF HEROES, AND I KNOW I AM ONE YEAR LATE IN PLAYING IT.

oh ya did i forget to mention the time, its 2 Frigging 30 a.m. and i cant sleep. TML I am going to die in PT. DAMN my weight, if not i can pull 6. ok enough of all the self centred nagging retrospective bitching views.

Sometimes i wonder, how we love another person, is it by choice, stimulation or fate orrrrr fake.
I take my last last sentence back for the next sentence, WHY THE HELL DO I NEED A GIRL TO CONTROL MY LIFE WHEN I HAVEN"T GET A GRIPS OF IT MYSELF. Okay, i put back my last last last last sentence. Is it coz our hormones, we want it they want it kinda thing or romance, hahaha i haven't met any true romantics left on the planets esp. guys. so Then wth is it? Lonely? Need someone that ur same sex best friend can never give? or cause mars and venus are opposites and they somehow attract. This is getting nowhere. Ok i'll share how i like a girl, I'll get to know the girl, there are a few types of ways to like eg. 1 when the girl walks in and u start to stand and sing the national anthem, thats damn embarassing but hey you aint seeking long term wink wink!~ 2. she's the enchantress, everywhere she goes you cant help but noticing the trails of aura that she left behind, you get hooked and you just want to be by her side. 3. she's.... ok, nothing much special but u two click well and though u two are friends... god has forbidden platonic relationships and you start finding her cute and etc and u start to like her.
4.the moment you saw her, you know she is special and is your soulmate. Fate helps you along and sooner or later you just cant deny that you two are star-crossed lovers, and that begins your fairy tale journey. Judging by the above, i can safely conclude that it is because we are different and that all this are actually our animal instinct of attractions to the opposite sex. A person without hormones would be just in his/her right mind agree?

OK BED TIME!