decomposing flesh

cant sleep so well, every breath i take feels heavy, everything i do seems to defeat its own purpose. Its like if god had a plan for me, i already know where i am going, straight to hell buddy.

life is just one stack of dominos, it either falls this way or that.One thing leads to another, no matter how much u try to change course, stop urself from falling u just gonna fall even worse. Everything happens for a reason and only two things are certain in life, birth and death.

Right now for me, i rather end the whole damn thing than to cont going where i am, its like u bought a damn car and u cant control where its going. Well thats modern society for me, u always see the light but when u are lost in the dark, you're just like everyone else who didn't get to see the light part of the norm nothing exceptional.

things start to withdraw and u wish u hadn't been there done that. u wished for all the good things in the world but who is there to take the rest of the damn things u again of coz. Virgo's attempt to be perfectionist is just flawed, the world is so balance. U cant stem out violence anger and hatred, u cant stop love, righteousness and forgivenss, thats why the good is always with the bad, just unfortunate that everybody aint handed out the right proportion, well thats just cause we are all humans and we have a very lousy method of recognition...stress. i doubt there will be an end, welcome to the real world.