forgiveness

How do u ask someone for forgiveness when u cant forgive urself, how do u forgive someone when that person doesn't ask for it. and how do u seek forgiveness when the person doesn't forgives. If i had the answers, maybe i could salvage both friendships. ArgH i hate tauruses, dun remind me that i am a virgo. Funny just cant get along with them.

Think i need to let go of myself, hating what i become. thats rite hate... so full of it. Need some financial assistance, damn driving is making me go broke. The most funny thing is i took driving cause my dad got problem driving... but now he seems fine i really dunno why i take it liaoz since I never ever wan to drive that car.... in fact i hate that car so much, coz everytime i see it i know its going to become my burden sooner or later. damn it, why does he have to sign a 10 year loan for it. Z. In fact i hate this damn house too, makes me indirectly living off my dad when the truth is he doesn't even so much care abt me. sighz, i'll just have to work my ass off and hope he doesn't buy another car. Uni can wait... can it? arghz so not fair.