after all this time

today had the shocked of my life, i actually am in danger of suffering a heart attack... one of my veins to the heart has been constricted so anytime it could burst and i could die. lol neil told me that 45% of people who has this problem end up dead. she told me to be careful eat oats to clear up the fats in my veins, lol thats one of the very last thing i will ever eat...

my mum now treats me like my dad.... lols told me everyday drink her mangosteen juice and eat banana to remove the fats but i guess it wont help much..... need to exercise more and chao keng from the army...

boss was very pissed that i didn't come today... i got a feeling he is not giving me any ORD offs but nvm i can always self declare them myself since i already got this condition. sighz really a young man with a old heart :( heart i hope u get better ok... sorry i enjoyed 22 years of fatty food... i going to exercise and cut down on those... :)

i write more on this post when i back
need to sleep now

-edit- 17-07-07
well, feeling better today haha... told myself that i will survive this somehow, its not like i didn't have this prob before :P think i had it when i was a kid, just that nobody detected it until now.

well i realised that i had quite a lot of higher up friends in my battalion... my old boss told me to take it easy and that he will help me to cover my physical activities.. since he is the one in charge of all our training -.-~ my colleagues esp. the new one like ask me relax more la... since i everyday damn stress in that office. Then my current boss also told me to eat less fatty things la... think i stop following my master to eat during teabreak... wah lau everyday bak chor mee wan tan mee.... i will die faster.

spoke with my dad just now, he quite upset that his son has this illness and that i might step into the coffin earlier than him.. but i told him nvm la... ur son has no intention to live long either hahaha, but ya la, now too early le... 70 jiu 70 bah! haha my memory already like old man by the time i 70 i think i no more memory left lol.

oh well i going sleep le
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